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oh yeah baby... give it to me... Mmm....Beer...
The above pictures are just to show that beermans do exist...
... especially at the Remote Lounge

April 2003
042703: Went to Lobby and had a great time-- the crowd was too young for my tastes and the men were a little oily, but whatever. Met a long time friend and her asian friends, it was an off kind of meeting, since I was totally not expecting to meet anyone I know there. Apparently it was there first time there...Small World?! Anyhow, if it wasn't for Luke, I don't think we'd not get in without lining up or problems, thanks babes :) Anyhow, need to still grab your promos [if you're reading this *wink*]. What else..hmm...fell sick since Thursday night, it was just like an overnight thing...very odd, really. However, the most extraodinrary part of this weekend must have been the overtime I've been doing at the studio...never had I worked this hard. Well, all the best guys, next Sat is my Bday...remember to send me a card, lol, j/k *smile* Take care of the body, don't want you to get sick, too :)
Oh yeah, Happy Bday ED!

042203: Paul you're the best!
Lessons in Friendship~~~

"A good friend will come bail you out of jail......but, a true
friend will be sitting next to you saying, "Damn, man...we f%#*ed up!"

041403: New Tocca Jacket, Miss Sixty Top, the coolest GSUS jacket ever, and the regret of not getting the Plein Sud pants...yes, I'm stupid....and getting more and more un-Buddhist by the day...I think living in New York has finally gotten the materialistic side of me :P Not to mention of my recent plans to get onto a Concorde before Air France or British Airways finally ceases and grounds the lovelies...and my want to get the Onkyo...no me must resist...[nah...Wendy's too "down to earth" to be this way...or is she...]

041203: Yesterday was extremely tiring, but I was able to have a little fun. Assisted in setting up and coordinating this event at the Metropolitan Pavilion called Billion Dollar Babes where VIPs and Celebs would appear to shop at this right coast and left coast event. Laura Bush [George's Wife] and the lady [Mariska Hargitay] from the NBC Law and Order: Specials Victims Unit Show were the only people I was able to see who seemed notably famous, other than some models who I can't seem to name. Addition to that, during the event, I was able to meet Chris TM an interesting designer from the Teenage Millionaires. Chris was also kind enough to sign and give me one of his designed trucker caps *smile*
After that, went to my friend's Allston's house party, and tried to get into the grand opening of Sessa, the takeover club of Twilo...then home I go for a good nights Rest

040903: Take the Gender Test. Also, if you haven't already, you must go look at my friend Misa's Hmpage, b/c her dog is so cute. And and and, if you'd like to watch this cute little soysauce flash, click here,..it's in Japanese so, if you don't understand, well, just look at the pictures *wink*
Oh...and if you'd enjoy some thumb action click here

040803: New little addition on the right hand column: "Quote of the Day" It'll probably end up being "Quotes of the Week" since I rarely update. So, keep an eye on that. Added quotes would most likely be quotes that I liked, or just quotes that I feel apply to the current situation of things. Hope all is well. And take care while I go kill myself tonight...Statistics Midterm...don't even bother asking what I got on my last one, I'm just aiming to pass the course without getting a C...
Also Karen, I added you onto my "Friend's Website" list if you haven't looked. Hope to see you soon, you nerd, When did that happen? When did you become a nerd? After sophmore year? It was good to see your face again, it's a rare opportunity... *wink*

Remember that the best relationship is
one in which your love for each other
exceeds your need for each other. --Dahli Lama

040403: New Games Section added. Check out some of the games, most of them are stupid, but when you're bored... I know you'll play with anything ;)
Yesterday, I had a good long dinner yesterday with mother and my cute friend Bettina.

Interesting little conversation abt the definition of beauty... There are so many variations of beauty. Hot to some may be slutty, but for me, it's not. Pretty can also fall between Cute, but for some it doesn't. Don't know if I have high expectations or that I'm just idealistic, but for one to be beautiful they might just need to be multifaceted --ever changing, constantly pushing, someone that's able to infiltrate deep into my memories through physcial and mental means. More importantly, in a relationship, I think that definition of beauty slowly just blurs, and one doesn't just look at the physical beauty [obviously], but let the beauty in someone grow, blossom into something that not even words can describe. Again, I may just be idealistic, but it's happened before, so I don't mind having it happen again *smile* Maybe that's why people say that beauty is in the eye of the beholder...

It's always nice to get to know someone better, and after dinner mother and I went to a long tea break, that was tedious...mother and I talked way too much...
In general, I think this past week was good. Got the chance to tell Dana how much I loved her as a friend- it's good sometimes to remind people how much you love them you know :) I've got to realize the people who're there when I need them most are the ones worth keeping. [ie: I forgot that I had to take my senior pics, so I didn't wear anything nice. So Dana, along with three other friends, called me back after I left a msg on their machines to let me know that I can borrow their dress-shirts if I needed it.] That makes me fell good you know :)
And then, had this four hour dinner with my friend Lauren...whoa that was a long dinner. But got to know her a lot more and I think she got to know me a lot more too. I liked it. It was fun and educational LOL, I should do that more often with my friends :)

March 2003
032803: For those who haven't seen this...Please click here and view. After watching it you'd understand why I don't go into those online chatrooms. Love the twist.
Nothing new lately, took a pic with Femi [will post soon :)]...other than the continuation of the war, and Columbia is protesting... Hmm...I guess life fine in general... it's also good to learn that dating is a transaction [it seems], however although some give, don't expect to receive :P

032303: Je fais poster de nouvelles images Pictures... et réorganisé la page de Portfolio...
Hier, je suis allé couper mes cheveux, je suppose que la dame a fait un bon travail, c'est en peu punky maintenant. Soudainement, je veux taper en français...excusez-moi...Je sais, je sais...je suis stupide
Asia Society has a great show at the moment on Buddhism.
If you're Buddhist or interested in the Buddhist teachings it's a must go...
Also I recently got featured on my college website: click here

032103: Yay, it's Friday again and the first day of Spring [reproducing time ;)]. It's been a busy, yet productive week that mostly consisted of going to work [stupid non-existent London trip...boo~]. Just found out that if one were to type my name on Google I'm one of the first on the list...especially when you type my full name...Femi, you're right, someone can stalk me if they wanted to, but who the hell would want to do that, you're talking about me here!

Taylor came from SD who's thinking of moving here, so, went out a little, and hung out with some of his friends from NJ down in LES. It was great to have seen that boy again, he grew a little [in general] and has more meat [a good thing :P pics will soon be posted].
KY and I went down to watch Jason who played a gig at Lit last night that was more than impressive-- he def has skills with his bass. Claudia is back from her business trip, so...we're def going out.
However, I think the most ironic part of this week, were the talks about the general [and my] non-committal intentions in relationships with four different people. Can't imagine the different views and opinions on this topic [Taylor pretty much has summed up what I thought, which was weird. I think I was supposed to be a guy, but I was born a girl. Ppl always say I think like a guy].
Personally, I think we're young, we're allowed to have some fun, therefore, allowed to be non-committal-- so, Alex, if you're reading this, you should know what to do with your chick. [Mo, same with you, just do and don't tell.] Tying yourself down at this moment just means too much baggage, experiment, make someone smile [sometimes just that is enough], and most people aren't ready for more anyway.
Btw, you just have to click on this:

031403 - 031603: What a wonderful and productive weekend. Went to some of the best shows at the Guggenheim, Whitney and the Met. Cremaster was scary and had too many explicit sexual metaphors; the Whitney's Diller + Scofidio show was awesome; The Met had a crapping long line-up for the Leonardo Da Vinci show [but was good], and the Manet & Velazquez show was ironically similar to the one I saw in Paris at the Musee D'Orsay. Also got some of the best looking magnets for my fridge :)
Sat night was also interesting [Thank goodness for Claudia's car]...Gustavino's, Apt, Meet Meet, Bleeker Lounge, but my favourite would have to have been Caffe Dante. They had the most yum Gelato, reminded me of the one's I've tried when I was in Italy.
Overall, excellent museum weekend, plus I was able to spend some quality time with my mother at Bloomies. Chillin' with my friend Chole [w/ a surprise visit from KY] at my apt and in Central Park, walking Campbell [man, did she attract too much attn or what?!].

031303: Oh my Buddha, yesterday was so senseless and irrelevant. My 9am studio class was a bust, just sat there while everyone was presenting their BS project/site analysis, such BS. My goodness, I mean without these people in architecture, I don't think architecture will ever be so boring. After all that crap, went to pick my eight packages, man, that just shows how long I've not checked my mail, even the mailroom people were like, 'Girl, where were you these days? We've not seen you forever!'
Then, went to work, people were over all moody, one of my very good friends at work got fired on Monday so the office was fairly quiet, and now, well I'm afraid things will never the same without him there. [Paul, we miss you :(].
What else, oh yeah, the superficial dinner with my similar majors of my Senior Class...man, that was bad. The girls were just [if you're from HK you'll understand] "un-ding-able." I mean, President Shapiro is an extremely knowledgeable lady, great hostess, knows how to carry a conversation, and was kind enough to sit at our table for the entire dinner, but man, can't stand those girls who were there [nor can I understand girls, at this moment.] But hey, can't complain, they had baklava [yumm...Jen would be able to relate].
Must relax this weekend, too much ambiguity for the week, hmm...wonder if Jason still wants to walk Campbell this Sat.?

03603 - 031103: I think I love screwing myself over too much. I think my mouth just doesn't shut once someone pisses me off. I think my patience isn't for the people who don't trust me. And, basically I think just within this week I've done something really stupid that I feel either I shouldn't have done, or maybe I just don't want to live up to the words I've said.

Just within this week, I think I've finally realized something from a particular someone. I mean, I think we've gotten it resolved, but now I think my thoughts are even more mixed up after the resolution. I think after talking about the situation, the questions asked, the wonders in my mind, and the unspoken words, I just have a visceral feeling that there's something I've done that has hurt someone that I might have cared for.

I don't know if I'm just being stupid, as I usually am with my emotions, or am I just more confused...I guess it was just something I was "supposed" to have done according to many. Did I do the right thing? Did I do something that I personally wanted to? Was it b/c the situation was getting too complicated? Or, was I just afraid to just face the root of the question? I guess I'm just trying to pretend that there's really nothing, so I don't have to face it. The ball isn't on my court anymore, and I think the ping-pong game has finally finished. I have no control of this situation no more, but for some reason, the song All the Things She Said by T.A.T.U keeps on popping into my head.

February 2003
Finally, this month I finally got sick. I think the partying finally got back at me. After six consecutive weeks of not sleeping and working on my architecture projects, and going out way too much to places like the Mercury Lounge to watch some bands like an acquaintance I know [Luke] who's band is called angel13, and the Nuyorican [can't spell] Cafe, I've finally got what I deserved. Conked out for at least two weeks, and didn't revive till the end of the month.

January 2003
Okay, I'm trying to back track here, it's been so long since I've touched my website. Well, here goes. January was a new bloom, things were finally piecing together, and I think I was finally able to realise what was happening with my party life.
Sounds really bad, but ever since December 31st, after crashing four parties I don't think I've been able to stop. Been out every weekend [fri/sat and even sun], during the week to places like my friend's new bar downtown Name in Progress that got featured in Time Out NY for being the top 100 picks, in their issue w/ Matisse and Picasso on the cover.

Old Thoughts and Adventures 2002:

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3001 Broadway #4187 New York, NY 10027-6501 USA [this is just a mailbox, but you're welcome to stay there too!]
161 E99th Street [& Lexington] Apt# 5C New York, NY 10029 USA [my Ghetto Apt]
5911 Colville Road, Richmond BC V7C 3E9 Canada [Yes, Canada]

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